=* i dno la nothing much *=
ive decided to use both journals.. i shall post in this.. and when she has something to say (like tonight.. she will post there.. that way.. we'll both be happy.. no internal conflict.. but we gota take turns to post of cos..which means i'm gona hv to give in n let her post first mayb since she's been really grouchy n screwed up mood wadeva..
i feel funny.. every msg.. does nothing but upset me.. n scare e ppl im with.. hmm.. same feelin as tt time quit mep ba.. suddenly its there.. den poof its gone.. not a proper ending.. too abrupt.. little girl haven learnt to walk on her own 2 feet yet.. who's gona b there to hold her when she falls.. she'll get better n stronger and smile summore.. but for now.. let her cry..
2dae charity last tuition le.. hai 2dae tuition cha empty.. can really count e number o ppl there.. me karen charity.. e guys.. e big outcast.. jason.. e scgs girls.. 1 cchs guy.. 1 rgs girl.. that was all. so empty.. but good tts its more er.. quiet probably. i dno.. i'm gona miss charity.. well.. at least i'll see her at RJ first 3mths.. if i'm even goin there that is.. hmm went for e RJ n HCJC talk.. strange.. RJ is so.. cold.. and hard and i dno.. compared to hc tts so qing qie n homely.. but WAY too chinesee for me.. i'll b like so screwed there lo.. hmm dno la..
n my house is in a mess.. cos e maid left.. means everything no body noes wher liao.. den dad cant find stuff jiu kb sis.. who'll take it out on bro.. who'll take it out on grandma.. who'll take it out on mom.. who'll take it out on e 3 of us.. screw it.. and they wonder why i'm alwys findin excuses to leave e house.. hmm.. mad place.. pleahx..
oh ya.. thanks to everyone who's been tryna cheer me up.. eg. woman.. jian.. ah gong.. eggy.. yAng.. lr.. etc.. oh n esp didI*.. thanks for all e encouragement n little somethings.. luv u guys~
